4/12/2010.

If life were a perfect or and fair society, it would hurt me. It would hurt me because I would have *less* and less friends. The only way I can make friends with someone is if I can benefit them in some way. This is a disadvantage to me if life were perfect. Then I would have no opportunity to be useful to someone.

So if life were a perfect or and fair society, I would be incredibly lonely, more so than I am now. When other people are at a disadvantage, this gives me the opportunity to advantage them if I can. A perfect life destroys this.